Dec 17, 2024 6:07:46 PM (Read by you after 8 seconds) +15182211904

Hi Bert-this is Aunt Donna. How are you? I apologize for the length of time it has taken to get back to you. You have been in my mind since we last messaged. I am wondering if you might have some time to chat tonight? If not, maybe we can set up a different day and time? Let me know-

Dec 18, 2024 3:24:11 PM Me

Hi! So nice to hear from you. I could talk on Friday or Saturday or after, pick a time or Day. Fyi in Colorado for time being. I’m with my Aunt Pat, my moms oldest sister, and 2 cousins and their families. Lots to share

Dec 18, 2024 3:24:30 PM Me

Be well and look forward to connecting

Dec 18, 2024 7:42:52 PM (Read by you after 13 hours, 32 minutes, 14 seconds) +15182211904

It’s good to hear you have family there Bert! Your Aunt Pat is a fun lady for sure. How would Saturday work for you? Maybe 1:00 EST? LMK! And have a great night!

Dec 21, 2024 11:00:06 AM (Read by you after 1 hour, 25 minutes, 47 seconds) +15182211904

Hi Bert! Are you good for a chat at 1:00?

Dec 21, 2024 12:29:08 PM Me

Hi, just saw your notes. Not feeling well. Depression is dominating right now.☹️ Im sorry this didnt work out today. Let me know when youre free again. My days are wide open so I shouldn’t have conflicts. Thanks Aunt Donna 🙂 Be well!

Dec 21, 2024 12:48:43 PM (Read by you after 3 hours, 15 minutes, 33 seconds) +15182211904

Not to worry at all Bert. Give me a heads up if you would like to talk over the holidays. That way I can definitely make it happen. The holidays can be especially challenging so I want you to know that I am here. You have a lot to offer Bert. You mentioned that you had similar challenges when you were sixteen. Can you recall what helped you through that period?

Dec 21, 2024 6:50:41 PM Me

Wow. First thanks for understanding. Second, your comment about “alot to offer” took me by total surprise as I dont see that, Go figure, right?🙂 Third, when I was 16. I hadn’t thought about that event much, but a recent conversation with a psychiatrist for an evaluation here in Colorado brought it up. He had probing questions and I asked him for a minute to recall everything. There was something outside me, that stopped me. I was upset and not level headed, crying, etc. I told the psych that all I needed to do was take one step forward and it was a done deal. In those moments there was a voice that told me that I really didnt want this, that I had to be around for a few reasons but I cant remember them clearly, with the exception being I knew I had to be here for something in the future. I needed to be here for it. I believe it to be my boys. At least now it does, No them, specifically, without me. Realized I just wrote a short essay 🙂 Ok, let me know if u have more questions. Happy to answer and honestly have zero to hide. Say hi to Uncle Dave, Dave and Colleen for me. And be well!

Dec 22, 2024 9:24:33 PM (Read by you after 11 hours, 57 minutes, 16 seconds) +15182211904

Hi Bert- It takes a lot of courage to disclose such a private time and thoughts. I was hoping that my question regarding the past might bring some spark of comfort and/or light to you at this time. It is true Bert. You do have much to offer to our family and beyond. Although you aren’t as visible in our life due to distance, you are always in our thoughts. Your creativity…your art is beautiful & amazing. Then there is your quiet yet fun side too and let’s not forget your days of break dancing- these are just samples of the joy -in your own unique way that only you bring to our family. How about showing us around LA some years ago. So caring and thoughtful. Please know that I have continued to respect your confidentiality, although I know Uncle Dave loves you and cares very much about your well being and would want to know. I have done the same with both Colleen and David. They too care very much about you. I can recall a rather recent comment David mentioned you recalling how much he enjoys conversation with you and your insight. Unless you tell me otherwise, I will only give everyone your greetings. Just suggesting -maybe there is something good to be gained by taking your struggle out of secrecy. But please know that is only me sharing a thought. No pressure. I respect your journey. I am heartened to hear from you that you have sought and are opening up to a Professional. That is a courageous step. I will reach out soon. I want to add that I want you to know that I am proud to be your Aunt and I know Uncle Dave feels the same and we always have. If there is a time between now and when we do connect that you would want to talk or need to talk, please know that I am there. Much love to you Bert-you are most surely valued and loved.❤️

Dec 26, 2024 9:24:30 AM Me

Hi Aunt Donna Im talking to Uncle Dave today and didnt know if you knew. Wanted to let you know in case. Have a great day Bert

Dec 26, 2024 9:32:16 AM (Read by you after 7 minutes, 10 seconds) +15182211904

Hi Bert, very thoughtful of you Bert😊. Yes, Uncle Dave told me you two would be connecting today.😊 ❤️

Dec 26, 2024 9:39:41 AM Me

Ok 🙂👍

Dec 26, 2024 9:42:45 AM +15182211904

Great things are coming your way Bert. Sort of like the ying and yang of life is how I see life. As dark as the one side can get, if we can hold on and have faith, the other side is as bright or more.❤️